Sick puppies

Today was pretty boring.

Woke up with sick dogs. Pretty much just like kids. Not sure why but they kept throwing up today and had to let em out way more often. Dont know it if was coming back to crazy weather. Change in the water. Or something they ate but they were not in good shape. Think they are doing better though. They are eating again and up and moving around with out losing their food! Its not like angel exspeacially to not want to eat. kinda had me worried today! Glad they are better. I think anyway.

Cassie and George got to take Mya home and they are doing great! So crazy that shes got a baby now. Wish I was there.

Other then that I just edited pics from our trip and got most of them up on facebook and myspace.

Talk to Kassy about wedding plans and shopping in 2 weeks! I cant wait. I cant wait to have things more set in stone and lined up and out of the way!! And find a dress that fits! haha!

But Im gonna go cuddle up with my wanderful future hubby and watch whatever movie he has on netflix!!

asking for help

I sent our emails again to day to more people. Went through my email and facebook contacts, anyone that I had missed. I hate asking for help in any situation. I like to help myself, but we need help with our mission trip. Today I got more replies then last time. People asking for more info and a few said they would help in any small donations they could. Please help pass the word to anyone that would help in any way. We have to come up with $3000 for flight and our neccecities there. Then any extras that come up. Donations are TAX DEDUCTABLE. If anyone will help just make checks to "hope mission outreach" then send them to us at PO BOX 26 ORAN IA 50664. When I get then I will take them to pastor Sharon asap and she holds them in our account and sends the tax receipt to the awesome contributor!

again, Thanks in advance to anyone that helps.

even those that can just afford to pray for us.

Other than that today I cleaned majorly. Got some more unpacked. Got pictures put up, makes it look alot better in here!! I got my engagment ring back finally. Love it. Glad it fits and everything now.

My little man Chase is in chemo right now. Doing good, but the cancer has now spread to every part of him except hands and feet. So sad. I hope his cancer is like the man born blind in the bible. May he have cancer so that the miracle of God can be seen. Praying for a healing. Trusting God's plan. I hope that Jesus touches him and takes it all away as only he can. I felt Jesus today. Thats the only way to explaing what happend this morning. I was listning to Pastor Stan's [hes the one we go to in Rogers AR.] saturday sermon, he puts them online for those that cant make it or just need to hear his words again! But it was about forgiveness. For others and yourself. That you need to let things go so they dont keep you and the other person binded and trapped.

Kinda hit me a little. It also talked about how sometimes we think that we are nobody. Our libes have no point. we are worthless. Thats satan talking. We are a child of God. He could have done this without us. No one is a mistake to him. Our parents might not have been expecting us but He created us on purpose. He didnt have to make us, but He wanted too. He has a purpose for us and loves us just because he does. Reason not needed. He wont love us better if we make ourselves better, He loves us 100% right now. This one got me thinking, and praying. As I was talking to him and kinda spilling my thoughts I felt my whole body start tingling. Then just before it stoped, like a comforting freind grabbing my hands to say its all ok, my fingers nearling went numb. Like He was holding my hands and personally answering my prayer.

Happy new year!

So I am finally home and can get back to blogging!

New years was spent playing games with the family. Perfect if you ask me. We had a few drinks but nothing crazy. Then new years day couldnt have been better. Spent the day running around in the ozarks seeing the trout farm at roaring river caves. There were beautiful ice cicles on the caves and ledges, dripping like spring time. Weather was so nice. Played at the old train depot. I had never been there it was really neat. Fun place for pictures. Went to Beaver lake and saw a really pretty resort we might stay at next year for Christmas. Crossed a bridge thats pretty cool and in the guiness world records. Only one car can cross it at once and it goes over the lake. Went into Eurika springs, so much could be said bout this little town. Its so neat. Old fashioned even the people that live there are into it. Live kinda like its 20th century. Dress like it and keep their victorian homes original and gorgeous.

Then on our way home we stoped at my sisters. I was actually allowed to feel the baby move. She pretty much done a flip it felt like. Presley came running and was like whats going on, whats she doing! Had to put her hands on and feel too, then said I love you sissy and gave her belly a kiss! Priceless!

Biggest news of all, is that my Goddaughter was born yesterday. Wish I was there to see her arrival. Mya Amira Tillman was born at 11:10 eastern time weighing 8 pounds 8 ounces and 20 1/2 inches long via Csection. The whole family is doing great. Thank you Jesus for yet another miracle in my life. Babies are so precious and straight from God, He sure prefected this little angel.